Because I am a woman

I will be with you because you love me.

I have learned lessons.

You know what, I should not be with any man who don't love me. It does not matter how much I love him. I can't be insecure.

I should be secure, I should be happy, I should trust him.

Because I am a woman, I want to be loved.

It never worked when I love someone so much and he does not love me.

I Promised myself that I will never ever be with anyone who does not love me because I am a woman

Drawing

I haven't drawn for a long time. I just didn't know what to draw and I was not in a mood.

This is like warming up....you do some stretch before you go in the beach. i needed to warm my up, so i could get some ideas what I wanted to do.

 I guess all artists must have had feelings that they were kinda lost and they didn't know what to draw or what for....

I guess I was thinking too much how could I draw the best drawing in the world and see it.

I should enjoy drawing instead of thinking about ego.

Those are quick drawings, and they are not that good but I enjoyed.

Important thing is I HAD A GREAT TIME

Feels like home

   

Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life

If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done

It feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

A window breaks, down a long, dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see, through the dark there is light

Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you are making me
I never thought that I'd love anyone so much

It feels like home to me,
It feels like I'm all the way the back where I come from
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

Pray for Japan

YOU ARE ALWAYS HELD BY MOTHER

I can't imagine how sad those who lost their families and houses in Japan.
どれだけ大変なことでしょう。どれだけつらいことでしょう。
私たちがテレビを通してつらく胸がはりさけそうになる以上につらいことでしょう。
他人同士、よりそいあって笑顔を作ろうとするその姿には本当に感動します。
幼くして両親をなくした子供。わけもわからず、ただただ母親に会いたいと
泣く姿。。。。本当ににくむべき天災。。。。

政府の対応、あいまいな返答しかできない東京電力の方たち。。。
今回の天災をもとにあかるみになってく政府の身勝手な仕事ぶり。。。http://www.iam-t.jp/HIRAI/page2.html

今、つらい気持ちをいだいてる方々を募金、言葉、アートなど通して
少しでも勇気づけられたらいいなと思ってます。

そして、同じ気持ちを持ってる人々が世界中にいます。
みんなで、これからも被災者の方々を応援していきます。

泣いても笑っても同じ１日。
同じ１日なら、少しでも笑って過ごせるように！！！

RAW art show case

It was a great experience. Thank you for all your help

http://www.youtube.com/user/RAWartistsTV#p/u/40/yVjWtY0pEzE

HOPE

You feel like you got lost
 because there is no road

Please don't lose your hope. You can find your own road.

We will walk with you.

私ができること

このすごい大惨事のなか、私はいったい何を彼らにしてあげれるだろう？
募金。。。食料。。。

家や、家族を失った気持ちは想像するだけで苦しくなる。。。。

今すぐに、ドラマか映画のように、次々に、家の下に埋まった人や
離れた家族や、必用な食料、何もかも、魔法のように助けられたなら。。。。

できる限りのことはしたいと思う。
彼らを励ます何かを作ろう。


こんな遠くからちっぽけな私の声は届かないかもしれないけれど
でも、頑張って！！！
必ず、朝はくるから！！！

Let's start over!  

You are always with us! 

We are the world.http://www.ustream.tv/channel/tbstv

SAVE JAPAN

【prayforjapan】世界から届いた日本への祈り [NAVER まとめ]

Be honest

someone told me "good people are always win"

it doesn't seem like it.... we see lots of nasty people are controlling good people...

i wanna believe that good people win though...
maybe sometimes it takes a time to find out what bad people are doing and how good
people are helping.

maybe sometimes we might be tempted to lie to make ourselves look good?
but if you are brave enough, you can accept your mistakes and you won't make same ones.

i want to be brave and honest.....

honesty brings you something good.

betraying brings you being betrayed.

that's the rule of life:)

BE HONEST:)

寂しいこと、なつかしいこと、楽しいこと

ふと振り返ると、たくさんのことあったこの２０年くらい。。。

母親が亡くなったのが１９９０年。あれから２１年。。。

私はすっかり大人になった。
まだ母親にあまえたいさかりだった弟もすっかり大人になった。。。

父親はいい老後を過ごすようになっている。。。

私は高校を卒業して東京で暮らし、ファッション、広告にたずさわる業界へ。。。
まだ若くていろんなことがうまくいかない悲しさ、もどかしさに負けて
地元の札幌へもどってきた。。。



その悔しさをずっと忘れられず、２０代のうちになにかに挑戦したいという思いとともに
水商売などでお金をためて、カナダへの語学留学、そのあと渡米、

サンディエゴで短大、４年生大学を終了させて　そのあいだ
たくさん、アートのショーや、賞金などいただいた。そして、今サンフランシスコに１年半。つい最近も、大きなショーに参加させてもらった。

ちょっとづつ、ちょっとづつ、千鳥足で、回り道をしながら、ここまできた。

 ずっと念願だったビザもサポートしていただいた。

たくさんの人に出会い、支えられてここまできた。

ふっと振り返ると、ぎりぎりの生活で必死ですごした最初のアメリカでの４年間。
たった一人で暮らす父に電話を一度もすることなく、寂しい思いをたくさんさせたのでは？




少しずつ、夢がかなって、少しずつ、成長していって。。。

もうりっぱな大人の年だけど、まだまだ成長したくて。。。




少しずつでいい。これからも、たくさんの人に恩返しをしていって
たくさんの人にまた出会って、たくさん勉強して

素敵な作品を作っていけたらいいなと思う。

sad and happy

people are sad.
people are happy.

it's like same as a cup is half empty or half full

Minna Gallery 2/24/2011

It was an amazing event. More than 400 people came to the show and I got lots of complements.
Thank you for all the people who supported me.

The Journal of Bitter Sweet Memories

http://jeffprentice.net/teachf/web/344fall07/isobe%20megumi%20final%20book/finalbook1.html
A lot people go through this kind of experience. It is painful but you get over at some point, and
when you look back those experience became bitter sweet memories.

The older you get, the smarter you are, only if you think and try.

We are all here to be happy.

Art comic

http://www.rawartists.org/sanfrancisco/catalyst/?artistid=6996

POWER SUGAR

I found this sugar in the cabinet.... i wonder how strong you can be with this sugar....

A success that will endure

"石の上にも３年”　sitting on a stone for 3 years.

This is a Japanese saying. It means when you sit on a stone for 3years, the stone gets warm even though it was cold. It implies importance of patience.  

It takes a while when you want to achieve.

 

When you wish upon a star

You may still too young to meet the right man.

You may still have many things that you have to overcome by yourself.

You may have had hart broken.

DON'T WORRY!

You will meet the one someday. 

www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/1457560